THE STAT's

So ewwwwwww..... I hate telling my weight to people because they're like really? How'd you let that go so far? Oh I can talk my way around it. I mean I have been pregnant 3 times in 4 years, but to be honest the weight started as soon as we began trying for a baby. I thought well I can eat this I'm gonna be pregnant soon. Or I don't want to exercise, what's the point I'm gonna get big anyways. I knew it was the wrong attitude but I felt free (not that I had never just eaten what I wanted anyways) but I had a viable excuse now. I could tell people I was pregnant and they wouldn't think twice about the weight I'd gained. It's funny how your mind will justify things because your body just wants to do what it was made to do. Survive and store food. It is going to be a life long battle, so if this is something I want I can't lie to myself and give myself excuses to eat unhealthy, even when pregnant I want to be healthy not be giving my child my garbage disposal habits :) Anyways so even though I've fluctuated and have been losing I never got lower than 185 after the babies. When I started this program I was at 190 (Whhaaaaaaaaa) then I went to 181 (lower than I have gotten for awhile!!) in the first week. This week I am at 178. I am so excited this is working and I am 33 pounds away from my 145 goal. If I continue to lose 3-5 pounds it will take around 8 more weeks. If I can lose more than the 5 in a week it could be around 6 weeks which is my goal!!!!